Oh it's in, see
and this darkest of days
I remember the light ones
I remember feeling fine
and tomorrow if I last that long
I'm sure I'll never laugh again
It just seems sometimes
I could rather blow it all away again

So I watch you holy and
and watch this faith
and take for granted every minute
that I raise a smile
or I raise a wrath
raise a wrath.....
no way

It's falling again
falling again
I will endure

Sometimes I feel like a clown
with a smile painted across me
and I look at God and I wonder
oh are You there, for you don't mind blind off
and if You are, why do You start it always


In this way
and play your hand
leaving you wild and rage away
and raise Your hand
I would have followed
and prayed on our knees
Oh.............
My life falling away
God, won't You know better what I......